Close-ish Isn't Good Enough

I’m not new to this.
I know God. I’ve seen Him move. I’ve watched Him carry me through.

But lately, I’ve felt it—
That quiet distance.
Not a break. Just... a gap.

I’m not disconnected.
Just not close.
And close-ish isn’t cutting it anymore.

I don’t want a faith that fits into my routine.
I want a relationship that shapes how I live, how I lead, how I listen.

Because here’s the truth—
I’ve been functioning in faith, but not feeding it.
Praying, but not always listening.
Trusting, but still holding on too tight.

I’ve been near… but not with.
And the woman I am now?
She’s done with surface-level faith.

If you’ve been feeling the same…
This is your confirmation:
Close-ish isn’t enough anymore.

“Draw near to God, and He will draw near to you.” – James 4:8

Let’s go deeper.